Category Archives: Baby

Week 3004

Z-Ray is walking like crazy now. Her tiny feet are hilarious and she now just toddles everywhere. This morning she just ran into a room and hugged me.  She brought me my shoes!  She definitely understands when I ask her to put her shoes into the shoe bench.

I love her so much I want to squeeze her for hours.

Max Lazer is going to kindergarten next week! He’s not excited yet, but I think he’ll love it. Just got a call that his ear is large and swollen, but hopefully he’s ok. We’ve been reading a lot of choose your own adventure – I like that he’s seeing how different choices control consequences. When Z cries, he’s very loving and helpful and is doing his best to comfort her or distract her.

Code

I’m thinking about how we will enhance our python support at work. As part of that I’m researching better ways to standardize configuration of objects.  You want to be able to initialize an object foo from a class Foo.

class Foo(object):
    def __init__(bar='baz')
        self.bar = bar
foo = Foo()

print(f"bar = {foo.bar}")
# "bar = baz"

Swell!  But some people may think that bar should be set to “bazzz”.

foo2 = Foo(bar='bazzz')
print(f"bar = {foo2.bar}")
# "bar = bazzz"

Easy enough. But what if I work in a place where we need to change hundreds of uses of bar among tons of different scripts and applications and whatnot?

I may want to get it from an environment variable automatically on startup. Or maybe I work in a place where we like configuring things with a .env file. Or a settings.toml.

Or maybe we want to just this once pass it in as a commandline parameter. Flexibility is really good to have.

Ideally, we can say there’s a hierarchy.

  1. A parameter passed into the constructor is the highest priority.
  2. An environment variable is the next.
  3. A config file is the next most concrete. (I could be convinced to switch these, but as long as there’s a consistent pattern, it’s good enough)
  4. The default value of the parameter in a constructor if there’s not other choice.

There are lots of good libraries out there for achieving this, at least partially. Ideally, I think I’d want to have either something we can apply as a class decorator or as through multiple inheritance.

Some good python configuration libraries I came across that I really like:

For my problem with dreamhost, I’m making progress and have been able to get a set of forward rules pretty much ready. I’m hoping to publish it pretty soon.

I don’t think I’ll get around to auto fixing the mailbox filter rules though.

Reading

I got my Kobo back after it fizzled. I’ve missed having an e-reader so much! I did get to read “The Moon is Down” by Steinbeck because we had a paperback on our shelves, but it’s so nice to be able to read a book in bed or in the bath or in the dark while a kid settles down. It’s also nice to be able to just squeeze in A Road to Common Lisp in between things because of the integration with Pocket.

Bike

Only 50 miles this week. I skipped a day because there were some team drinks on Tuesday.

I also was gently hit by a car. An Uber driver pulled into the bike lane while I was riding to drop off his passenger. As it was happening I was pounding on his window and yelling stop. I was powerless, a thing I’ve known intellectually but I never really believe. He didn’t stop, he knocked me over. I ran up to his window and explained that I am a person, that people die this way and that my children want to see me. I’m fine. Scrapes and bruises and a tendency to replay it in my head.

It spurred me to donate to Transportation Alternatives. They advocate for better laws, for protected bike lanes that don’t get used as parking spaces. For bike lanes that aren’t truck unloading zones. Things that can really save my life and help me get home.

I also finally replaced my speaker.  It’s louder, but I’m not sure how awesome.  It’s designed with push buttons instead of a volume dial, it fucking talks to you instead of doing things and it isn’t clear what it’s doing. Physical interfaces are SO MUCH BETTER than this. On the other hand, it is louder and my old one was broken.

Politics

A good thing you can do about weeknotes is talk about what is going on in the world so you can notice slow changes and not think things were always the way they are.

The government has started confiscating passports from US Citizens who are Latino. There are a very small number of cases where some midwives fraudulently filled out birth certificates. This is the pretext that a racist administration is using to attack Hispanics. Midwife births are more common for those who cannot afford hospitals or who live in areas that are too poor to support a hospital. This is not a thing that started under the current administration – but the character of what is happening has changed.

I am renewed in my determination to work continuously to replace these terrible people with less terrible people. I would love to do that with you! If you wonder what you would do in a time of crisis, the answer is that it is what you are doing right now.

Boob sweat

My buddy Dawn Hunter is smart and charming as hell. She is working on a startup that helps with sweaty ta-tas. I’m no expert, but for people that have boobs and want more comfort with them, she’s writing tips on managing boob sweat and gathering interest from people who might want a product. Get in touch with her!

Consciousness is a scale, not a binary

When my son Max was born, my sense of who I am blossomed to include this tiny wet lump screaming flesh. He is me, more important than the part that goes to work in Manhattan.

But he didn’t do a whole lot. Even when he grabbed my finger, it was a reflex operating. There wasn’t much internal life or reflection. Like all of us he was on a journey to develop into a person. He’s on the acceleration part of that trip now, so every week he develops something new, connecting concepts and creating abstractions. Now I can hear him babbling stories to himself where he used to just experiment with the noises his mouth could make. The curve of his growth has a near vertical slope as he becomes aware of who he is and who his parents are. He knows he has a baby sister coming in May and is dimly aware she will be boring at first.

He will watch her grow into her own consciousness and expand his self to his family. If we’re lucky, they will both grow to include something bigger than themselves in their consciousness.

I’m still growing in wisdom and experience, but I’m no longer accelerating. My growth happens in smaller chunks and less often. I have to push myself to learn and escape comfort to grow. My epiphanies are shallower and less frequent. The slope of my growth curve is flattening before it peaks and descends. Then I will be more like my father.

The smartest man I’ve ever met is learning fewer things and his stories repeat and loop and meander. He tells me “You might not be aware of this, but…” and then he tells me something again. He might be forgetting things like what it is to be poor or disregarded faster than he learns his latest passions. Someday I’ll be telling stories to my kids that they already know and I hope they will love me enough to listen closely for what I’m saying underneath my words.

So I see intimately a scale of consciousness, introspection, reflection that flows through my past and future. I was a flat sheet, then the world made impressions on me until I’ve become crinkly enough make new interfering patterns in myself. Some day I will lose my flexibility and start to flatten again.

If consciousness is a scale in people, how conscious is a dog. Sorta? They seem to think and plan. They hide and deceive and love and grieve. How conscious is a kitten vs a cat? How much of a soul does a mouse or parrot or gorilla have? They have some consciousness, as does a mosquito. Consciousness becomes a lot easier to talk about when you can say “sort of” conscious instead of talking about a binary, as Daniel Dennett proposes.

So I’m a self reflecting system, my son is self organizing into a more crinkly experience of the world, my father is smoothing out and my soon to be daughter is barely there. Surely she sits in Sam’s belly as more of a possible mind than the concrete though simple plans and dreams of my neighbor’s dog.

If you’ve stuck through this far, sorry this is how I’m announcing that we’re having a baby daughter in May.  I couldn’t figure out a saner way. So let’s also talk about something crazy but probably true: Pan-psychism. Once you let go of consciousness as a binary, you can realize that everything sorta thinks to some degree.

Most of the pan-psychic folks come at it from a place of duality, thinking that if the meat that types these words has a soul, why couldn’t a calmer version of that soul inhabit a rock or a tree or a table? I come from a different perspective. Any system that reacts to stimulus and then modifies itself or reacts to changes within itself is practicing some sort of consciousness or soulness. That perspective is useful when you think about corporations or economies or earthquake resistant buildings or networks of trees and fungus communicating and sharing resources in forests.

Oh hello there

Buster Keaton cleans a window and then leans through it.Let’s get some of the dust knocked off of this thing.

I’ve been doing a lot, but not writing much. Stalled on Orbital for a bit and hadn’t reached a publishing point on Project Munchausen.

Mainly been working on the upstate house, learning how to really raise a great kid and buried at work.

Starting to come up for air on all of those things so why not write again?

Pot and Spoon – for kids to learn about Occupy

I read this story of a pot and a spoon that get impounded as evidence and a woman’s struggle with the state to get them back – and it was wonderful. I’m printing a copy for MAXIMUM LAZER.

Pot and Spoon, a true tale of Occupy Wall Street by Jerry Goralnick and illustrated by Ruthie Rosenfeld is available for free download on their site.

Pot and Spoon tells the tale of Madeline, a young woman who brought her pot and spoon to the OWS protests and had them confiscated by the Police. As Madeline tries to get them back we learn about flaws in the system, unhelpful public employees and police over reach. Pot and Spoon, locked up in an evidence holding warehouse, have a great conversation about social structure and the types of change the Occupy movement hopes to engender.

via Boing Boing .

CHAOS REIGNS Baby Onesie

I was talking about my favorite Lars von Trier movie recently and it put a spark in my head. See, I was playing blocks with Maximum Baby and his job is to make sure that I can’t build a tower. No two blocks shall be on top of each other!

When he gets excited and starts banging on things and knocking over the blocks and squeaking I can’t help but think of him squeaking out “CHAOS REIGNS!”

So I had to make a baby onesie.

CHAOS REIGNS Antichrist Baby Onsie creeper

You should be able to buy it by clicking that image.

If you want to remix the image, I got it from a post on Know Your Meme. I made an SVG from the png file they had, then cleaned it up and removed the rainbow colors in InkScape. Here’s the SVG file for your remixing pleasure!